I've spent a lot of time trying to explain May 13, 2021.
And the honest truth is — the explanation keeps changing.
Not because what happened changes. But because I keep understanding it more deeply.
For a while, all I could feel was angry. I was back when I didn't ask to come back. And instead, I was here.
I told God I was angry. I didn't dress it up.
That was my floor.
Not performance. Not a plan. Not "God, I'm grateful for the assignment." Just: I'm here, I'm angry, and I need You to hold me because I don't have the strength to stand.
And He did.
He didn't wait for me to clean it up. He didn't require the grateful speech first. He held the trembling hands exactly as they were.
That's what THE UNDONE is about.
The floor isn't where God abandons you.
The floor is where He meets you. Because when there's nothing left to perform, the encounter can actually happen.
I didn't find my purpose in the throne room because I bypassed the floor.
I found it because of the floor.
The undoing was the beginning.
If you're on the floor right now — you're not behind. You're in exactly the right position for what comes next.
— JDOT
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