This one is simple. It might be the most uncomfortable thing you do this week.
Find 20 quiet minutes. No phone. No music. Just you, a piece of paper, and honest answers.
Draw a line down the middle of the page.
LEFT COLUMN — What it looks like on the outside: List the things you do for God that other people can see. The serving, the showing up, the ministry, the faithfulness. Write them down without editing.
RIGHT COLUMN — What's actually driving it: For each item on the left — be honest about the motive underneath. Not the motive you'd say out loud. The real one. What's actually driving that specific act of faithfulness?
Is it love for Him? Or love of the feeling it produces? Is it calling? Or is it identity? Is it His glory? Or is yours in there somewhere?
No wrong answers. Just honest ones.
When you're done — look at the right column.
That's what God already sees.
Now pray this: "Lord, I'm handing You what's on this page. Come flip whatever tables need flipping. Make me a house of prayer. I'm ink. You write."
Then burn it, shred it, or crumple it and throw it away. It was never for anyone else to see. It was between you and the One who already knew.
That's the table audit. That's THE EXPOSED HEART made tangible.
